When the curtains are set, the stage is ready, the countdown starts before the start of the show.
The start of a new beginning.
Over the past two weeks of isolation from society. Like a soulless world that I have been trapped. Hoping to find a soul. Pure. Kind. Caring.
But sounds rather demanding?
As the more we desire, it can create our own heaven and hell. To choose to desire less for what we are given. Can we control our own desires?
Like an unrequited love. One sided feelings toward another. Not returned, not to be able to attain.
Desires can wreck havoc in our heart and soul. But to be devoted to one, would we be able to do so? The answer: you choose. (Yes or No)
Ironically, a person can make you feel at ease. As if all the worries have been blown away by a holy wind. A majestic light starts to shine upon you. Attracted to the light, you are consumed by the purity of the living soul.
As the curtains slowly rises up, the flashing lights blinding your eyes, you step forward to be witness by the audience.
Giving a bow to greet the viewers and giving a speech to sharpen the image for your own reputation. Will you boldly accept the challenge and face them all?
It is time. To write a new page of a new year.
"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending."
PS:
An interesting song I found through subscribing to chestersee
I'll say my piece
Friday, April 29, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
When we were young..
When we were young,
knowing nothing about life,
we were pampered by the love from our parents,
since the day we were born.
Treated with care and love,
days were filled with joy of smiles and laughters,
full of warmth of their affections,
you would be grateful to be with them.
When we were young,
from crawling with all our might,
we eventually have the strength to stood up,
without noticing,
you are already running with your feet.
Through our own struggles,
we kept pushing ourselves,
without prevail,
we overcome whatever may be upon us.
When we were young,
from learning to speak,
we eventually have the means to communicate,
with friends and family,
you can speak out what you want to say,
Through socialising with people,
we learn to understand one to another,
as we express our feelings into the actions we do,
to show appreciation and be thankful for the people who we love.
When we were young,
we learn more of ourselves,
from our daily lives,
we try to find a place where we belong.
Like two broken pieces,
we gracefully look for the other piece,
one that truly fit us,
as a complete piece.
When we were young,
we lose and gain throughout the days passing by,
for what may be lost,
we attain something greater before.
It is not possible to keep everything in hand,
as one day we would eventually lose our grip,
slowly slipping away,
in a blink of an eye,
it is already gone.
When we were young,
we learn the truth of many things,
but may be too innocent and naive to understand it all,
so we kept on going for being curious to search for more.
As harsh the reality of this world,
we try to overcome our fears,
seeking knowledge for us to understand,
how life would be hard for us,
never to be easy as we thought.
When we were young,
we see so many things that thrill our hearts,
so tremendous it is hard to believe,
disguised as a cover of a book,
we believe in what we see.
As many not be real in our naked eyes,
it can be deceiving and easily fooled,
we can never judge so simplictic,
for that we would be judgemental.
When we were young,
many things have scared us out of our wits,
we fear so much we do not wish to face it,
so we continue on running away.
For what we fear most,
it would certainly be a way to build our character,
without facing fear, we may have fear ourselves,
to escape from what we seek.
Throughout our lives, we may never seem to cherish every single moment we have.
For what we have given and attained may be lost before we know it.
How the wind blows gracefully in a field of flowers,
the scent succumbs you,
the aroma fills our senses,
we feel so blissed,
as if we are the wind,
like a bird flying in the infinite blue sky,
wherever we may go.
As the wind slowly dissipates,
it was merely like a dream to begin with.
Life is short, we can never expect what has been written in our lives.
For what we truly desire may never seem to come true.
The answer we seek, may have slowly fades away,
to the end of the world.
knowing nothing about life,
we were pampered by the love from our parents,
since the day we were born.
Treated with care and love,
days were filled with joy of smiles and laughters,
full of warmth of their affections,
you would be grateful to be with them.
When we were young,
from crawling with all our might,
we eventually have the strength to stood up,
without noticing,
you are already running with your feet.
Through our own struggles,
we kept pushing ourselves,
without prevail,
we overcome whatever may be upon us.
When we were young,
from learning to speak,
we eventually have the means to communicate,
with friends and family,
you can speak out what you want to say,
Through socialising with people,
we learn to understand one to another,
as we express our feelings into the actions we do,
to show appreciation and be thankful for the people who we love.
When we were young,
we learn more of ourselves,
from our daily lives,
we try to find a place where we belong.
Like two broken pieces,
we gracefully look for the other piece,
one that truly fit us,
as a complete piece.
When we were young,
we lose and gain throughout the days passing by,
for what may be lost,
we attain something greater before.
It is not possible to keep everything in hand,
as one day we would eventually lose our grip,
slowly slipping away,
in a blink of an eye,
it is already gone.
When we were young,
we learn the truth of many things,
but may be too innocent and naive to understand it all,
so we kept on going for being curious to search for more.
As harsh the reality of this world,
we try to overcome our fears,
seeking knowledge for us to understand,
how life would be hard for us,
never to be easy as we thought.
When we were young,
we see so many things that thrill our hearts,
so tremendous it is hard to believe,
disguised as a cover of a book,
we believe in what we see.
As many not be real in our naked eyes,
it can be deceiving and easily fooled,
we can never judge so simplictic,
for that we would be judgemental.
When we were young,
many things have scared us out of our wits,
we fear so much we do not wish to face it,
so we continue on running away.
For what we fear most,
it would certainly be a way to build our character,
without facing fear, we may have fear ourselves,
to escape from what we seek.
Throughout our lives, we may never seem to cherish every single moment we have.
For what we have given and attained may be lost before we know it.
How the wind blows gracefully in a field of flowers,
the scent succumbs you,
the aroma fills our senses,
we feel so blissed,
as if we are the wind,
like a bird flying in the infinite blue sky,
wherever we may go.
As the wind slowly dissipates,
it was merely like a dream to begin with.
Life is short, we can never expect what has been written in our lives.
For what we truly desire may never seem to come true.
The answer we seek, may have slowly fades away,
to the end of the world.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Disappointed
The inner self can be strong as an iron wall. Sturdy and tough, not even with a flinch it can stay where it is.
But with so many pressure from the surroundings, the iron wall slowly deteriorates. Weathering takes place, as it is slowly rusts. Slowly losing its efficiency. Slowly losing itself. Eventually it breaks down.
The feeling of disappointed in myself for not bring able to do what I can do. For being told word by word of how inefficient I am. How unreliable I have been. How people expected me more for what I can achieve. For words I want to keep true seems like it is a lie.
For how much effort I try strive to keep maintain my inner self. The pressure keeps building up.
As if I am in an abyss, so deep, so dark, I am suffocating for my own reasons I wish I can say.
In the final moments of being crushed by the sheer pressure.
I wonder how much I can take all of this.
Being stuck at home for almost 2 weeks now. Beside going out for family gatherings.
I hide myself in a mask so no one would see my true self. With fake laughters and smiles.
My family don't know anything about how I feel. Only to believe I am taking things too granted. Being labelled as what they see me as. Not trying to understand in my current position.
So many people are too occupied with their daily lives. As the world doesn't circles itself around me. I am merely a grain of sand waiting to be washed away by the waves and slowly disappear.
Disappointed by others and myself. I hide myself again in a mask. Hoping no one will know.
But with so many pressure from the surroundings, the iron wall slowly deteriorates. Weathering takes place, as it is slowly rusts. Slowly losing its efficiency. Slowly losing itself. Eventually it breaks down.
The feeling of disappointed in myself for not bring able to do what I can do. For being told word by word of how inefficient I am. How unreliable I have been. How people expected me more for what I can achieve. For words I want to keep true seems like it is a lie.
For how much effort I try strive to keep maintain my inner self. The pressure keeps building up.
As if I am in an abyss, so deep, so dark, I am suffocating for my own reasons I wish I can say.
In the final moments of being crushed by the sheer pressure.
I wonder how much I can take all of this.
Being stuck at home for almost 2 weeks now. Beside going out for family gatherings.
I hide myself in a mask so no one would see my true self. With fake laughters and smiles.
My family don't know anything about how I feel. Only to believe I am taking things too granted. Being labelled as what they see me as. Not trying to understand in my current position.
So many people are too occupied with their daily lives. As the world doesn't circles itself around me. I am merely a grain of sand waiting to be washed away by the waves and slowly disappear.
Disappointed by others and myself. I hide myself again in a mask. Hoping no one will know.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Quiet Days
As the day has just begun,
I open the curtain and look outside,
where I gaze upon the morning sunshine,
I think, "What could I do today?"
The days where we cried and laugh just felt like it was yesterday,
Would you wonder what will the path we chose would bring us?
Carefully looking through my memories of joy and sorrow,
I am already loss in words.
With tears of joy,
I smile and be grateful for having you there
and said, "Thank you."
With tears of sorrow,
I wipe away my tears and lean on your shoulder
for you being there.
I said, "Thank you."
As I continue my journey,
more challenges await ahead,
I brace myself and step forward.
By the time it was the end of spring,
we go our own separate ways,
for all it began was in winter.
Through the cold wind and snow,
with a welcoming smile,
it was already heartwarming,
nothing else seems to matter.
Through our holding hands,
I can feel your warmth pass to me,
As I look into your eyes,
you are like my sunshine.
For the indescribable warmth you have given,
"Thank you"
As the quiet days continue on without you.
No matter how much warmth you have given,
why do I feel I am not satisfied?
why do I yearn for more?
when you are already gone, I was too late to realize it.
Hiding my true feelings,
I quietly go on with my life,
if there is one wish I would want
is to be with you right now.
As I try to keep up with the pace of life,
I struggle and fell down,
with a lending hand,
you were there to help me.
Through our holding hands,
I can feel your warmth pass to me,
As I look into your eyes,
you are like my sunshine.
For the indescribable warmth you have given,
"Thank you"
As the quiet days continue on without you.
I open the curtain and look outside,
where I gaze upon the morning sunshine,
I think, "What could I do today?"
The days where we cried and laugh just felt like it was yesterday,
Would you wonder what will the path we chose would bring us?
Carefully looking through my memories of joy and sorrow,
I am already loss in words.
With tears of joy,
I smile and be grateful for having you there
and said, "Thank you."
With tears of sorrow,
I wipe away my tears and lean on your shoulder
for you being there.
I said, "Thank you."
As I continue my journey,
more challenges await ahead,
I brace myself and step forward.
By the time it was the end of spring,
we go our own separate ways,
for all it began was in winter.
Through the cold wind and snow,
with a welcoming smile,
it was already heartwarming,
nothing else seems to matter.
Through our holding hands,
I can feel your warmth pass to me,
As I look into your eyes,
you are like my sunshine.
For the indescribable warmth you have given,
"Thank you"
As the quiet days continue on without you.
No matter how much warmth you have given,
why do I feel I am not satisfied?
why do I yearn for more?
when you are already gone, I was too late to realize it.
Hiding my true feelings,
I quietly go on with my life,
if there is one wish I would want
is to be with you right now.
As I try to keep up with the pace of life,
I struggle and fell down,
with a lending hand,
you were there to help me.
Through our holding hands,
I can feel your warmth pass to me,
As I look into your eyes,
you are like my sunshine.
For the indescribable warmth you have given,
"Thank you"
As the quiet days continue on without you.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Life is like a boat
Life is like a boat
(English subs)
(Chinese subs)
"The journey still goes on
Even on quiet days.."
An old song I just happened to remember.
(English subs)
(Chinese subs)
"The journey still goes on
Even on quiet days.."
An old song I just happened to remember.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
What Are Words
"Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone.."
Chris Medina - What are words
To be honest, I didn't know who was the singer as I heard it somewhere three months ago. But the lyrics are meaningful. It was really touching. When I heard the first few lines of this song, I couldn't stop crying.
Honestly, what are words if you don't really mean it when you say them?
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone.."
Chris Medina - What are words
To be honest, I didn't know who was the singer as I heard it somewhere three months ago. But the lyrics are meaningful. It was really touching. When I heard the first few lines of this song, I couldn't stop crying.
Honestly, what are words if you don't really mean it when you say them?
Friday, April 22, 2011
Myself 22/04/11
With so many thoughts that has been going in my mind, I cannot really say I have been doing the right things.
For what I really want to do seems like it is uncertain that I should be doing. But my mind is set. I want to do it. Just that what I have gotten are negative opinions from others which have surrounded me. Only a few have supported with my idea.
Doing the same routine all over again. What is there to look forward to?
When all fails we look for an alternative? Or keep on trying?
When all is not done yet, we strive our very best to complete the challenge.
I do feel I have been disappointing myself for what I have been trying to do seems futile. I can't go to sleep at ease without saying out my thoughts. I can't simply do things leisurely when these thoughts keeps on going in a cycle. But the answer I would hear from others are sometime hurtful. While some would be..words which I cannot described. In a positive way.
I kinda feel sorry to myself for having written very emotional posts the past days. But now I feel like I could stand up again. Funny how I lose all my credit thanks to that. It was worth it.
It is a gamble I have to face now. Whether I will be able to pull myself through, should I dive myself straight on or calmly walk forward.
Through the fire and flames...of this society.
That decision is what I will have to take. To lose it or grab any chances available.
For what I really want to do seems like it is uncertain that I should be doing. But my mind is set. I want to do it. Just that what I have gotten are negative opinions from others which have surrounded me. Only a few have supported with my idea.
Doing the same routine all over again. What is there to look forward to?
When all fails we look for an alternative? Or keep on trying?
When all is not done yet, we strive our very best to complete the challenge.
I do feel I have been disappointing myself for what I have been trying to do seems futile. I can't go to sleep at ease without saying out my thoughts. I can't simply do things leisurely when these thoughts keeps on going in a cycle. But the answer I would hear from others are sometime hurtful. While some would be..words which I cannot described. In a positive way.
I kinda feel sorry to myself for having written very emotional posts the past days. But now I feel like I could stand up again. Funny how I lose all my credit thanks to that. It was worth it.
It is a gamble I have to face now. Whether I will be able to pull myself through, should I dive myself straight on or calmly walk forward.
Through the fire and flames...of this society.
That decision is what I will have to take. To lose it or grab any chances available.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
For what..
For what we have been doing, we surely have our reasons to do so.
For what we have been studying, we all seek for knowledge.
For what we have believe in, we surely had the determination to do so.
For what we have been searching for, we surely had to look to do so.
For what we have been singing, we try convey our feelings from that moment.
For what we have been walking, we have been going to look for the right path to do so.
For what we have been running from, we have gotten away from the pain.
For what we have been suffering from, we have endure it for as long as you can imagine.
For what we have been looking at, we surely may not realize what is hidden.
For what we have been chasing, we fight for what is righteous.
For what we have been imagining, we have dream it would come true someday.
For what we have been dreaming, we are all looking for a happy ending.
For what you are thinking right now, I wonder what would that be?
For what we have been studying, we all seek for knowledge.
For what we have believe in, we surely had the determination to do so.
For what we have been searching for, we surely had to look to do so.
For what we have been singing, we try convey our feelings from that moment.
For what we have been walking, we have been going to look for the right path to do so.
For what we have been running from, we have gotten away from the pain.
For what we have been suffering from, we have endure it for as long as you can imagine.
For what we have been looking at, we surely may not realize what is hidden.
For what we have been chasing, we fight for what is righteous.
For what we have been imagining, we have dream it would come true someday.
For what we have been dreaming, we are all looking for a happy ending.
For what you are thinking right now, I wonder what would that be?
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
The Room
Trapped in this confined space,
whatever is keeping me sane,
I keep on searching.
The more it feels to be stuck,
the more it feels to be suffocate,
the more it feels I am losing it.
The thoughts that linger in my mind,
the words that I wish to convey,
the words that I wish to let it out.
Games.
Games..
Gah, they don't seem to matter now.
Every year seems to be the same,
different room,
but similar ceiling.
I can't stop thinking,
I can't occupy my mind with something.
If there is,
it is too much for a wish.
whatever is keeping me sane,
I keep on searching.
The more it feels to be stuck,
the more it feels to be suffocate,
the more it feels I am losing it.
The thoughts that linger in my mind,
the words that I wish to convey,
the words that I wish to let it out.
Games.
Games..
Gah, they don't seem to matter now.
Every year seems to be the same,
different room,
but similar ceiling.
I can't stop thinking,
I can't occupy my mind with something.
If there is,
it is too much for a wish.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Falling
Slowly I open my eyes,
there is no light,
there is no sound.
When I look around,
I am not standing,
I am not running.
When I shout out,
I cannot hear an answer,
I cannot listen my own voice.
When I reach out my hand,
I cannot grab anything,
I cannot touch anything.
I am... falling.
To somewhere I do not know,
To somewhere new.
To all that I've ever known,
I keep falling,
To reach to the unknown,
if you know what I mean.
As I keep searching,
I will continue on falling.
there is no light,
there is no sound.
When I look around,
I am not standing,
I am not running.
When I shout out,
I cannot hear an answer,
I cannot listen my own voice.
When I reach out my hand,
I cannot grab anything,
I cannot touch anything.
I am... falling.
To somewhere I do not know,
To somewhere new.
To all that I've ever known,
I keep falling,
To reach to the unknown,
if you know what I mean.
As I keep searching,
I will continue on falling.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Remember
When the things around doesn't feel right at its place.
You feel the world is shaken just how your heart feels.
The more your feelings waver, the more hurt you become.
But remember this, are you alone?
Do you remember how we met?
Whether it was fate that brought us here,
it surely was a magical moment.
Over the years,
the number of people I have met,
the number of people who I haven't seen,
the number of people who I have forgotten,
the number of people who I still remember.
If I could write a storybook about you,
I think it would be a fairytale.
But the ending would only be the beginning of something new.
Or would it simply end?
Eventually everyone will go on their separate ways.
But I won't forget you.
That is a promise.
Will you remember me?
For who I am.
Or will I be forgotten?
Will there be a wish,
for we could meet each other again someday?
You feel the world is shaken just how your heart feels.
The more your feelings waver, the more hurt you become.
But remember this, are you alone?
Do you remember how we met?
Whether it was fate that brought us here,
it surely was a magical moment.
Over the years,
the number of people I have met,
the number of people who I haven't seen,
the number of people who I have forgotten,
the number of people who I still remember.
If I could write a storybook about you,
I think it would be a fairytale.
But the ending would only be the beginning of something new.
Or would it simply end?
Eventually everyone will go on their separate ways.
But I won't forget you.
That is a promise.
Will you remember me?
For who I am.
Or will I be forgotten?
Will there be a wish,
for we could meet each other again someday?
Sunday, April 17, 2011
The Silence
In a moment when there are no words to say or simply put, lost in words. You look outside the window and your mind wanders into thoughts.
The moments when silence is the best answer. You quietly wrap yourself in your shell and stay hidden from everyone.
The silence.
How you walk around the streets, nothing else amplifies around you. For all you hear is a complete silence. Walking endlessly through the corners of the street, aimlessly, you wonder why have you reached to this destination. The reason to all of this, you asked yourself.
You look back and think about it. But rather not to dwell into it too much. The past may hurt us for what we cannot let go.
As times, when we ask others, we receive silence as an answer. What kind of thoughts would that person be thinking right now?..
"Let me hear your voice.
If we are being honest,
we can surely understand each other.
So open up your heart.."
BIGBANG - 声をきかせて (Let me hear your voice)
Sometimes when we are annoyed or pissed off, silence is an answer. But when you are alone, do not stay silent. Everyday think to yourself, you are not alone. There are surely people who is there for you.
Hoping to hear an echo in this quiet room, the sound of the melodies in the heart slowly entangles and creates a music which soothens and calms the mind and soul. The smiles, the laughs, the voices.
Will "you" be there? Even in silence.
The moments when silence is the best answer. You quietly wrap yourself in your shell and stay hidden from everyone.
The silence.
How you walk around the streets, nothing else amplifies around you. For all you hear is a complete silence. Walking endlessly through the corners of the street, aimlessly, you wonder why have you reached to this destination. The reason to all of this, you asked yourself.
You look back and think about it. But rather not to dwell into it too much. The past may hurt us for what we cannot let go.
As times, when we ask others, we receive silence as an answer. What kind of thoughts would that person be thinking right now?..
"Let me hear your voice.
If we are being honest,
we can surely understand each other.
So open up your heart.."
BIGBANG - 声をきかせて (Let me hear your voice)
Sometimes when we are annoyed or pissed off, silence is an answer. But when you are alone, do not stay silent. Everyday think to yourself, you are not alone. There are surely people who is there for you.
Hoping to hear an echo in this quiet room, the sound of the melodies in the heart slowly entangles and creates a music which soothens and calms the mind and soul. The smiles, the laughs, the voices.
Will "you" be there? Even in silence.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Title of this post:
The story of my life?
Though this video is old. But, why not share it? (Part 1 out of 3)
Part 3 seems rather unrealistic in my opinion.
"Nice guys are always finish last."
The story of my life?
Though this video is old. But, why not share it? (Part 1 out of 3)
Part 3 seems rather unrealistic in my opinion.
"Nice guys are always finish last."
Friday, April 15, 2011
The Discouraged
How words not chosen carefully before said, it can lead to hurt the people who you care. The moments when you feel you want to ask for advices or merely to talk with someone, you feel even worst than before.
As one word can already put you to the ground, you relentlessly try to go back up your feet. But the pressure keeps you pin down.
The discouraged.
For everyone, we all have our moments when we feel our day is turning against us. Hence, we go and look for a lending hand to reach for a better day ahead of us. Thanks to that person.
Any problems in our lives can really put a beating emotionally. Not seen with the naked eye. You would think the he/she is alright. But you are wrong.
How we look for warmth from others can end up in a let down. The truth hurts, yes! I get that, but why does it have to be rub all over my face so many times? Why mention it not once, but many times?! Why doesn't that person understand?
Even how a person starts talking to you may end up hurting you instead. When their intention is to help you out?
To put it this way, when we see people are feeling down, you would want to be there if you could help that person out. But what good does it make if you are making it worst?
Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
If you are there, it would probably be best to by their side and listen.
Words not chosen without thought can truly hurt someone. We all would feel down because our colleagues, friends or family have a high expectations in our accomplishments in life.
If you are to ask me, I know someone doesn't appreciate with my decisions. As I continuously beaten to the ground emotionally. But I have no power to go against that person. Or do I?
For "you" the discouraged one, don't let them push "you" as they like. We have the decisions to change that. If your determination is strong, "you" can pull it through it somehow.
As "you" can finally reach for what "you" are aiming for. Have "you" found it?
As one word can already put you to the ground, you relentlessly try to go back up your feet. But the pressure keeps you pin down.
The discouraged.
For everyone, we all have our moments when we feel our day is turning against us. Hence, we go and look for a lending hand to reach for a better day ahead of us. Thanks to that person.
Any problems in our lives can really put a beating emotionally. Not seen with the naked eye. You would think the he/she is alright. But you are wrong.
How we look for warmth from others can end up in a let down. The truth hurts, yes! I get that, but why does it have to be rub all over my face so many times? Why mention it not once, but many times?! Why doesn't that person understand?
Even how a person starts talking to you may end up hurting you instead. When their intention is to help you out?
To put it this way, when we see people are feeling down, you would want to be there if you could help that person out. But what good does it make if you are making it worst?
Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
If you are there, it would probably be best to by their side and listen.
Words not chosen without thought can truly hurt someone. We all would feel down because our colleagues, friends or family have a high expectations in our accomplishments in life.
If you are to ask me, I know someone doesn't appreciate with my decisions. As I continuously beaten to the ground emotionally. But I have no power to go against that person. Or do I?
For "you" the discouraged one, don't let them push "you" as they like. We have the decisions to change that. If your determination is strong, "you" can pull it through it somehow.
As "you" can finally reach for what "you" are aiming for. Have "you" found it?
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
The Lies
The moments you cannot simply say or mention and somehow make up a story or statement to ensure that person would believe your words. To pretend with intent to deceive. The feeling of insecurity you would wish not to show, you hide your true self with words which are false.
Trying to find the right words, hesitate to answer and slowly release the words which are not true.
The lies.
There are ways for which lies can be for the good or bad use. Like how parents help to educate their children with small lies to ensure they are not easily tainted by the corruption around them. As people are born pure, naive and innocent. A little misguidance can already lead to the wrong path of life. A life which may not be easily change. For a good lie, it can help but those words need to be chosen wisely.
Lies can also be used in a way not to hurt others who you care and love. For we all have one or more things we cannot simply say or share. Everyone has their privacy from their background experiences and stories in their life. Though in a matter of trust, one can share and help to understand each other.
Like how words can be spoken truthfully but not fully. That is not a lie. We choose what we want to say. To what extent of explanation and details of the certain topic of the conversation, for that we decide.
What rights do we have if people want you to spill out every single detail of your daily life? Would you feel comfortable with that kind of attitude?
Unfortunately, lies are ways which are more profound towards the negative. For lies can easily deceive a person. What's more how lies can easily hurt more. As I have said, the truth hurts but lies are worse.
From a single lie you may or not feel the guilt inside you. Burning the living flesh inside as you keep the truth to yourself and hope it would stop from there. Slowly healing onwards. Probably thinking people would easily forgotten about it. However, the more lies you make, the more it stacks up, you may never reach to a returning point. From there on, no one would believe your words whether it is the truth or not.
People should learn to limit on what kind of lie they may say. I'm not trying to encourage. But rather, hope to understand why one has started it first. We choose not to hurt others. That is probably part of our nature as humans. As we are filled with emotions such as love and care. What good would it be if we hurt them instead?
"Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them." - Dalai Lama XIV
For whatever lie "you" have made, do "you" feel happy or sad?
Perhaps "you" are trying to run away from something?
We all have our reasons why do we lie but think whether it is the right or wrong thing to do.
When the time comes, "you" choose your words. As what keeps "you" from revealing the truth, that is something "you" have chosen.
Trying to find the right words, hesitate to answer and slowly release the words which are not true.
The lies.
There are ways for which lies can be for the good or bad use. Like how parents help to educate their children with small lies to ensure they are not easily tainted by the corruption around them. As people are born pure, naive and innocent. A little misguidance can already lead to the wrong path of life. A life which may not be easily change. For a good lie, it can help but those words need to be chosen wisely.
Lies can also be used in a way not to hurt others who you care and love. For we all have one or more things we cannot simply say or share. Everyone has their privacy from their background experiences and stories in their life. Though in a matter of trust, one can share and help to understand each other.
Like how words can be spoken truthfully but not fully. That is not a lie. We choose what we want to say. To what extent of explanation and details of the certain topic of the conversation, for that we decide.
What rights do we have if people want you to spill out every single detail of your daily life? Would you feel comfortable with that kind of attitude?
Unfortunately, lies are ways which are more profound towards the negative. For lies can easily deceive a person. What's more how lies can easily hurt more. As I have said, the truth hurts but lies are worse.
From a single lie you may or not feel the guilt inside you. Burning the living flesh inside as you keep the truth to yourself and hope it would stop from there. Slowly healing onwards. Probably thinking people would easily forgotten about it. However, the more lies you make, the more it stacks up, you may never reach to a returning point. From there on, no one would believe your words whether it is the truth or not.
People should learn to limit on what kind of lie they may say. I'm not trying to encourage. But rather, hope to understand why one has started it first. We choose not to hurt others. That is probably part of our nature as humans. As we are filled with emotions such as love and care. What good would it be if we hurt them instead?
"Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them." - Dalai Lama XIV
For whatever lie "you" have made, do "you" feel happy or sad?
Perhaps "you" are trying to run away from something?
We all have our reasons why do we lie but think whether it is the right or wrong thing to do.
When the time comes, "you" choose your words. As what keeps "you" from revealing the truth, that is something "you" have chosen.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
The Unforgiven
The moments when an incident surrounded by negative emotions of pain, deceive and despise which had happened to you. Those feelings wreck havoc in your heart as the more you think of it you cannot simply accept it.
Packing up the remaining feelings you have, you walked away and never look back. Never to forgive and never to forget.
The unforgiven.
From what experience in life you could have done but wished to rewrite your own story to hope for a better life right now is something anyone would wish for.
Like a piece of blank paper to start your adventure. Or to start a new chapter. When something ends, it is just the beginning of new story.
How fairy tales always have a story filled with plots and twists which eventually leads to a happy ending. Such as the moment when you found your happiness. You would wish it would never end. May it goes on with your life forever.
Sadly, the truth hurts, but lies are worse.
An incident which involved yourself with individuals you are acquinted with or personally known for months or years could may end up shattered in pieces in a split second. From a simple decision can also be a harsh decision. Is that the face of reality?
There is no such thing as an easy life. For those who may have thought it that way, that person have taken things for granted. Perhaps there is a reason to it? Without effort, you would not simply move on forward.
As how the unforgiven thinks, have you ever wondered?
A scar too deep which still remains. It shapes the person who he/she is now. Whether or not, it has affected that person, you may not know without questions and answers.
To how far the negative feelings dwells and succumbs your inner self, there could be no other explanation to say it unless trying to open up yourself and hopefully someone is there for you. Someday. To accept the person who he/she is. Despite the flaws others who have judge and not accept. For that someone would always be there to help out.
So are "you" one of the unforgiven? What could you have possibly done make you the evil being in the eyes of the victim? Or perhaps the victim is actually the evil being and visa versa? How long will the unforgiven remains that way?
That is something for "you" to decide. As mistakes in our lives can't be redone. So when you lose, never lose the lesson.
Packing up the remaining feelings you have, you walked away and never look back. Never to forgive and never to forget.
The unforgiven.
From what experience in life you could have done but wished to rewrite your own story to hope for a better life right now is something anyone would wish for.
Like a piece of blank paper to start your adventure. Or to start a new chapter. When something ends, it is just the beginning of new story.
How fairy tales always have a story filled with plots and twists which eventually leads to a happy ending. Such as the moment when you found your happiness. You would wish it would never end. May it goes on with your life forever.
Sadly, the truth hurts, but lies are worse.
An incident which involved yourself with individuals you are acquinted with or personally known for months or years could may end up shattered in pieces in a split second. From a simple decision can also be a harsh decision. Is that the face of reality?
There is no such thing as an easy life. For those who may have thought it that way, that person have taken things for granted. Perhaps there is a reason to it? Without effort, you would not simply move on forward.
As how the unforgiven thinks, have you ever wondered?
A scar too deep which still remains. It shapes the person who he/she is now. Whether or not, it has affected that person, you may not know without questions and answers.
To how far the negative feelings dwells and succumbs your inner self, there could be no other explanation to say it unless trying to open up yourself and hopefully someone is there for you. Someday. To accept the person who he/she is. Despite the flaws others who have judge and not accept. For that someone would always be there to help out.
So are "you" one of the unforgiven? What could you have possibly done make you the evil being in the eyes of the victim? Or perhaps the victim is actually the evil being and visa versa? How long will the unforgiven remains that way?
That is something for "you" to decide. As mistakes in our lives can't be redone. So when you lose, never lose the lesson.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
The Forgiven
The moments when you feel you should forgive involving people in certain activities and places in an event(s). The feeling that you would be willing to give a second chance to a certain degree. Whether it is friendship, companionship or relationship.
Holding onto your feelings, set your mind, step forward, confront or approach and move on.
The forgiven.
Like what they all say: "To forgive and to forget."
It is commonly heard for which people accept and understand each other. In a way to strengthen the bond in the prespective of two or more individuals.
But the question is; "To what extent can you forgive someone?"
Surely enough, there are many moments when you feel guilt and wrong that you would ask for an apology. For many factors in life could easily blind your senses from right and wrong. Whether or not, he/she realises it lies a different answer you seek truthfully.
There are moments you would forgive someone but not easily forgotten about them. As something cruel, hurt or disappointment could lead a hidden scar you would/could never find.
As how deep that scar is, I would not be able to estimate it. But from my own prespective in life, I never forgotten about it.
People seek peace in their life; heart and soul. Whether it is to find their happiness for themselves and loved ones. For that it is understandable.
“I believe that the very purpose of our life is to seek happiness. That is clear. Whether one believes in religion or not, whether one believes in this religion or that religion, we all are seeking something better in life. So, I think, the very motion of our life is towards happiness…”
Dalai Lama quotes (Head of the Dge-lugs-pa order of Tibetan Buddhists, 1989 Nobel Peace Prize, b.1935)
So are "you" one of the forgiven? How much have you forgive and kindly accepted as how it was before and after? That answer lies within "you".
Holding onto your feelings, set your mind, step forward, confront or approach and move on.
The forgiven.
Like what they all say: "To forgive and to forget."
It is commonly heard for which people accept and understand each other. In a way to strengthen the bond in the prespective of two or more individuals.
But the question is; "To what extent can you forgive someone?"
Surely enough, there are many moments when you feel guilt and wrong that you would ask for an apology. For many factors in life could easily blind your senses from right and wrong. Whether or not, he/she realises it lies a different answer you seek truthfully.
There are moments you would forgive someone but not easily forgotten about them. As something cruel, hurt or disappointment could lead a hidden scar you would/could never find.
As how deep that scar is, I would not be able to estimate it. But from my own prespective in life, I never forgotten about it.
People seek peace in their life; heart and soul. Whether it is to find their happiness for themselves and loved ones. For that it is understandable.
“I believe that the very purpose of our life is to seek happiness. That is clear. Whether one believes in religion or not, whether one believes in this religion or that religion, we all are seeking something better in life. So, I think, the very motion of our life is towards happiness…”
Dalai Lama quotes (Head of the Dge-lugs-pa order of Tibetan Buddhists, 1989 Nobel Peace Prize, b.1935)
So are "you" one of the forgiven? How much have you forgive and kindly accepted as how it was before and after? That answer lies within "you".
Saturday, April 9, 2011
The Given
The moments when everything that revolts around you you simply take, as you believe this what you deserve. Happily accepted anything as if you are awarded in your victory in the competition of life. You would gladly take it for your own self interest.
Holding on to any treasures you have, you take it all and care less for those who have sacrifised for your sake.
The given.
For how much we have lived we certainly may not realise what sacrifices of others have done for where you are right now. But not all are like this. As the ticking sound of your clock echoes in your room, how do you feel when you are about to go to sleep? At ease or in pain?
Many have strived to do whatever it takes to reach to their goal. Or reach to a turning point in their lives where they finally see a clear image of themselves. Such as: to love themselves and to love others.
But how can one love themselves without able to give love back to others? Is it self denial that you would be selfishly hold onto your happiness without considering of others?
Are you able to keep onto your words? Truthfully and faithfully.
For those who take things for granted, is this your happiness? Are those words you have spoken speaks out what you truly desire? The wants and needs.
The trouble you might have caused to physically or emotionally injuired someone for your own selfishness is something I would not simply judge. Or I probably have. As far as it can be, the given may not realise this at all.
Whatever it takes to open the eyes of the given, "you" will be the decisive point of their lives. Perhaps? I would not be certain. So what thoughts for this matter would "you" be thinking right now? I suppose "you" have the answer.
Holding on to any treasures you have, you take it all and care less for those who have sacrifised for your sake.
The given.
For how much we have lived we certainly may not realise what sacrifices of others have done for where you are right now. But not all are like this. As the ticking sound of your clock echoes in your room, how do you feel when you are about to go to sleep? At ease or in pain?
Many have strived to do whatever it takes to reach to their goal. Or reach to a turning point in their lives where they finally see a clear image of themselves. Such as: to love themselves and to love others.
But how can one love themselves without able to give love back to others? Is it self denial that you would be selfishly hold onto your happiness without considering of others?
Are you able to keep onto your words? Truthfully and faithfully.
For those who take things for granted, is this your happiness? Are those words you have spoken speaks out what you truly desire? The wants and needs.
The trouble you might have caused to physically or emotionally injuired someone for your own selfishness is something I would not simply judge. Or I probably have. As far as it can be, the given may not realise this at all.
Whatever it takes to open the eyes of the given, "you" will be the decisive point of their lives. Perhaps? I would not be certain. So what thoughts for this matter would "you" be thinking right now? I suppose "you" have the answer.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
The Forgotten
The unknown moments where you feel like you are puzzled by your own actions. Confused whether you want to move on or not. In the path you have set.
Holding on the little things you have, you leave the rest behind.
The forgotten.
For how much we have live on in our lives. We live with memories of so much. But not all can remain. As days passed by, every living beings would eventually slowly grow old and live on in a different world. The world we may not yet seen.
The number of occasions which we would think would last forever. But slowly dies out. Like a candlelight lit in a dark room. Soon to fade. Soon to stop burning. Leaving a room filled with nothing but darkness.
Eventually, slowly...really slowly, you will forget the taste of things and things that really hurt.
We forget the painful moments we had and step up to become a better person. We eventually forget the knowledge we have obtained from our days of childhood, too.
Fortunately what they have passed on to us shall never be forgotten. As those days reminds of who you are. In other words, that is how human beings are.
"I've been down on this road before..
I walk out the door..
Leave you on the floor..."
-Memoirs of A Teenage Amnesiac-
For what ever you have forgotten or not able to let go, that is up for "you" to decide. So how much have "you" forgotten? But are "you" one of the forgotten ones?
Holding on the little things you have, you leave the rest behind.
The forgotten.
For how much we have live on in our lives. We live with memories of so much. But not all can remain. As days passed by, every living beings would eventually slowly grow old and live on in a different world. The world we may not yet seen.
The number of occasions which we would think would last forever. But slowly dies out. Like a candlelight lit in a dark room. Soon to fade. Soon to stop burning. Leaving a room filled with nothing but darkness.
Eventually, slowly...really slowly, you will forget the taste of things and things that really hurt.
We forget the painful moments we had and step up to become a better person. We eventually forget the knowledge we have obtained from our days of childhood, too.
Fortunately what they have passed on to us shall never be forgotten. As those days reminds of who you are. In other words, that is how human beings are.
"I've been down on this road before..
I walk out the door..
Leave you on the floor..."
-Memoirs of A Teenage Amnesiac-
誰かが私にキスをしたFor what ever you have forgotten or not able to let go, that is up for "you" to decide. So how much have "you" forgotten? But are "you" one of the forgotten ones?
Sunday, April 3, 2011
The Blue Sky
When looking at the ocean, no matter where you go from far away it always remain blue.
When looking at the paths, no matter where you go, it always continues on. Moving on forward.
For all the times when we may have lose hope. All we need is a lending hand. To help us get back on our feet. Or to borrow a shoulder when there is a need to do so.
There will be times when it may seem to have end for us. But a glimmering light, even a glimpse of it, can already bring so much. It may seen meaningless or no value, on the other hand, you will be surprise for how much it may mean to that person.
When looking at the blue sky, no matter where you look at, raising your hand, it seems you can grab the answer you are looking for.
When looking at the blue sky, no matter where you are, do you think of someone who would look at the same time?
Living our life is always knowlegdeable. We learn from many experiences in our life. You would wish for an easy life. But there is no such thing without effort.
When looking at the paths, no matter where you go, without notice you have hold someone in hand and in heart. Truly precious. Truly beloved.
When looking at the blue sky, no matter where you go, you would always have someone in mind.
The Blue Sky..
Are "you" looking at it right now?
When looking at the paths, no matter where you go, it always continues on. Moving on forward.
For all the times when we may have lose hope. All we need is a lending hand. To help us get back on our feet. Or to borrow a shoulder when there is a need to do so.
There will be times when it may seem to have end for us. But a glimmering light, even a glimpse of it, can already bring so much. It may seen meaningless or no value, on the other hand, you will be surprise for how much it may mean to that person.
When looking at the blue sky, no matter where you look at, raising your hand, it seems you can grab the answer you are looking for.
When looking at the blue sky, no matter where you are, do you think of someone who would look at the same time?
Living our life is always knowlegdeable. We learn from many experiences in our life. You would wish for an easy life. But there is no such thing without effort.
When looking at the paths, no matter where you go, without notice you have hold someone in hand and in heart. Truly precious. Truly beloved.
When looking at the blue sky, no matter where you go, you would always have someone in mind.
The Blue Sky..
Are "you" looking at it right now?
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