The pattern

It has been a while since I last updated here due to the busy schedule I have right now.
Ever since I am back in uni I have been working hard. Probably too hard.
Pushing myself towards my limit.

Since I do remember the words which kept me motivated to do my best.
For which it has kept me studying and more.
Rather feel like I owe to those who have supported me. Someday I will repay them.

Alas, I was sick the other day and now I have recovered I got to go back to make up the loss time from resting and back to my assignments, tutorial questions and upcoming tests.

Back at home, it feels like I procastinate too much. Whereas at uni, I study more but spend more in food.

Speaking of food, life in uni is like a recipe for baking cookies.
(Food influence, you know who you are)
I have all the ingredients to bake them.
I can make it as plentiful as you want.
I can carefully mix all what it is needed.
I can anxiously await to eat them fresh out of the oven.
But it will never be satisfying for me.

Why?

I do enjoy my uni life. But having most of the friends who I know in different years, overseas or working I spend more time alone eating my lunch or studying alone in my free time.
Its not all bad when considering the fact now there is a study group I suggested. Slowly getting to know my coursemates more.
It is never enough. I am probably demanding too much these days.
I could guess what I am lacking in need but it is best to leave it be.

So that is my current pattern in my lifestyle now. 6 days of uni filled with reading and...eating.