Unexpected Encounters

It is another year with the moment where I look back and reflect for what I have done one year ago.

So much changes have been made. Some may have been avoided but some were inevitable. But it is for the best. The best decision to take.

Now with a new beginning, another chapter to be written. Whether it has been written, not even I would know. I would have to face it myself. Re-write my fate? No point to rewind back to my past. A change is needed. That is what I should aim for.

Given so much pain its best not to go back again.
Looking in my own reflection, what can never be seen is what can never been told.

Time to pack and throw away the past and walk forward to this path. The path of my future.
Lastly...
Happy Birthday to myself~

Effort

When one puts their effort into their work, we can see their hardwork in collecting, processing the data available which results in a specified result.

However, how does one feel when that work is not equally distributed? Can one blame to the laid-back person in the group?

Have any considered about the factors which is related to how it have caused problems to do so?

But without asking, it can create misunderstanding. Apart from that, when a person is sensitive it creates more tremendous result when words and actions can annoy a single person.

These days, many things have been going around. Many things. Not all are going smoothly as I expected. Though it has been a while since I last post. It does not mean I have been doing splendid things in my life.

How much effort must an individual do to show the work done is appreciated by others? What is worst when there is too much work that not all can be done at a steady pace? Ignorance? Useless?

As there are people who take things for granted and wanna focus in their studies all the time, it creates a burden within me when I feel wanting to contribute more to a group. Where these people would simply walk in their daily lives and thinking it is easy from their perspective of the workload of myself and others who have helped each other.

I probably feel talking nonsense here. But I am fed up with a specified group of people who think studying is important without taking an effort to build their own respective character from other social activities or many more. Study, study, study. Is this what it takes to build the economy? Then what am I missing here? No effort needed?

To Think or Not To Think

It has been an eventful month for a start of a new year. Now coming to the second month, I wondered what new challenges will I have to face.

The troubles I have face surely cannot be easily forgotten. But I was told, I am not the only one as there are others out there to help me out. Surely enough it has been a tough decision to go through all of these troubles I have faced. But it does not mean I have to carry the weight on my shoulders myself.

Now to think of the matters for the decision I have to take. It is not easy. Nothing has been easy in life. It is a path of many who have taken. I, myself, am no different than anyone else.

But as to let it go and bring less worries to my life, I eventually have to choose later on. Better yet, now or never.

To think or not to think..about it. That day will come. One way or another.

Smiles

It has been a while since I last made a post here.

There has been a lot of things which had happened. Apart from leaving 2011 behind, there are many which will never returned. Sacrifices are to be made, even though it is to leave a part of me, a "new" part will be made...eventually.

The bonds between the people I know
The bonds between the people I care
The bonds between the people I love..

The smiles of their faces are surely heartwarming. Unfortunately there is bound to be obstacles. Blinded by the negative beings in this world. It is better off I shut my eyes and see the "true" beings within.

As I share my moments with my foster family in Japan, the JENESYS family, my family...and my friends...
It is already the 2nd week of the New Year. Perhaps this path I take will bring these bonds stronger. Though I may not able to hold all with my hands, it is never goodbye. Who knows, we might be looking at the same sky..and think...of the memories we have/had together.

For a better year, I wish those people for the best of luck. Missing everyone in Japan. Hiroshi-san...Uchiyama-san...Tange-san...and many more. Hope to see everyone in the near future.