A lil update

Things have been going on too much lately. In just a week. Or so.
My grandmother passed away on 20/11/09.
Graphic card on my laptop died on 21/11/09
Financial issues arise on 22/11/09 (I hate when banks just cut money very late when use cards)
Phone's screen died on 23/11/09
Lost all contacts that I know of (mostly) of Brunei, Msia, Sg, UK friends on 23/11/09
Missed my presentation on 24/11/09 (due to several reasons above)
Gotten myself sick on 25/11/09
Still sick 26/11/09
27/11/09 - status unknown

But as of now, I'm just doing my courseworks by handwritten before I can go to library (when I'm feeling better) and put them on Microsoft Words. But..sigh..Too much demands from group members. Seems like they're always clueless and needs some proper guidance..when I'm not in top shape.

Nevertheless...I need to pull myself together. Jiayou~ :(

My belated birthday

For those who wished me for my happy birthday, thanks a lot. I appreciate it.
Yes, I'm still alive. And this blog is still quiet as far as I'm concerned with. Either any readers actually reading or not.

As for my first day for being 21. It suck. Seriously. To the maximum. As I was already broke from going to Paris (unprepared and half-heartedly), I wasn't able to save any money for anything for that one special day.

To add things up, even a supposedly surprise party (or so I've heard) was canceled due to my flatmate who asked me not to have one. From the story I've heard, he had an exam after that day and so he asked me to tell my other flatmates to have a party. And I agreed and to be on his side. Hence, he approached and told my other flatmates about it. The rest is history. So I never knew what was planned on that day..

For all my readers (if any) who wanted to know what happened on that day, I simply stayed in my room. Lying on my bed. Pretending to sleep. So just time passes by quickly. Since internet is fcking slow (probably from all the streaming my flatmates do). Therefore, I couldn't even play any single game online due to the lag. I can't stream any videos online nor download any of the videos too. Basically it was a bright sunny day..but very dull. Like you're in a dark narrow corridor. Walking endlessly. But I'm used to it anyways.

It's always the same every year. The only time I remember I celebrated my birthday with friends was with Mel and Siau Fui in 2005. And the year before that with Mel, Fidah and Syai. Hmm, I guess this is my karma for going out with girls for my birthday. Now having none for the past 4 years. Blah. Didn't even bother for any wishes too.

Coz I know it doesn't matter anyways. It's all the same for what I've remembered.

the latest news

Tired of all the coursework that I need to finish...
What's worse is my own health...
Always getting a sick every week...
This week seems to be the worse...
I guess the rain at Manchester with the winds is the caused...probably..
BruManch Talentine 2009 was nice..get to see some familiar faces..and made some new friends...

But back to my university, I was surprised that I lost 3-4 lectures for one of my modules, Site Surveying because of my health. But I managed to understand in just a lesson today... =.="
And my Greek coursemate asked me, "Wah! How long has it been since you last came here?"

So then...FCK ALL THE COURSEWORKS RIGHT NOW!!!! I have to finished them anyways.

Group work + contribution work + overall marks + group meetings + presentation + fieldwork = FCK YOU!!

I almost had enough of it...so I'm gonna get them done..

University Library

Here I am using the library's internet connection..
Why?

- to do my coursework (easier to look for books for reference)
- faster connection (back at home can be unstable)
- to try out if torrent works or not

Yes, lol for the third reason.

But what do I found out?

- books that I wanted to find...were not available
- the connection is reliable..no lag afaik
- torrent works!! finally can get the anime series that I have missed for weeks...

But hell...the speed can only reach 100kb/s..good enough...as long I can get the anime I want :)

Life has been hard for me lately...but managing somehow...
Due to other otaku blogs I have read so far...they gave me bit by bit of hope so I could look forward. Though, I got encouraged to spend instead..then again...not so possible with the really 'tight' budget for this month... Wonder I can manage myself for this month..
If possible, then I'll post again by next month.

Issues

It has been twice a week now..that I haven't been able to go to uni for any lectures lately..
Seems my body is more fragile as time passes by..
Wonder how long will I able to keep myself together..
For all I wanted now is just bit by bit of "happiness"..

The *later* post

It's been a while since I last post in my blog..
It may be crucial to others or not...
Lately, there are those happy moments..
There are those sad moments...
Unfortunately, for me, things haven't been what's been the best for me...
If I was to start to talk about it...
I will be backtracking too much...
All I can say...
"Life is beautiful as it is...
...however, reality is just too much to bear"

Till then...